Picking up the peices

About me.

I’m just an average teenage girl, I’m nothing special, Nothing different to the rest of you. I make bad decisions & i’ve made my fair share of mistakes. I don’t give people the fairest chance & people don’t give me the fairest chance, so i suppose we’re even, hey? One day I’ll change the world, & all you stupid Fucks who thought i couldn’t, i will prove you wrong. I only actually hate a small amount of people, so if you’re in that group, feel special. I laugh at my own jokes & i swear way to much.

I am self destructive & music is not my life.

I am extremely stubborn & i am annoying.

I could live without my phone & ipod & people who can’t are simply socially retarded. My life story is a lot to take in & accept so don’t go rushing in to find out okay. I’m scared of things I don’t understand, I’m scared of things that don’t exist.

I fear growing up and having to take more responsibility, but I look forward to the day I can kiss all these fakes goodbye.

Most of the people in my life are only here temporarily.

Pretending is an art that’s second nature with me, but don’t be fooled. I give you the impression that I’m secure, that all is happy with me, within as well as without, that i am confident & that things are perfect & that I need no one, but please don’t believe me.

Everyone lets you down, When they decide to do it is another question that only time can answer. Nothing is right & everything is wrong.

I think all i really need & want in life is happiness.

I fight against the very thing i cry out for.

have not tumblr’d in ages

sorry for neglecting you

theres a thin line between love and hate.